Bondage and submission are what I do best. I was raised as a submissive girl. I am not young anymore, but I am still submissive. Sometimes, guys ask me to be dominant, but I suck at it. I do not want to tell people what to do. I want to be told what to do. I want to be tied up. Lately, it has been difficult for me. I have my phone job, and many callers use me for 20 minutes to an hour, but it does not replace the feel of rope on my wrists and ankles. Nor does it replace a hard cock shoved in my ass or my mouth. My master has not seen me in person since March. I have had a few Tinder hookups that helped, but a lifetime submissive whore like me, needs daily bondage and physical abuse. I need a lot of humiliation too. I decided to bait my son last night. He hates me. He does not want much to do with me, but I can bait him occasionally to abuse his mommy, especially now when he is not getting much pussy. When he came home, he was drunk. That made it easier to piss him off. I said a few things about getting a job and contributing to this family, and that was all it took. My son is a freeloader. I like having him around though even though all he does his berate me. Occasionally, I can get him to fuck me. He is not attracted to his whore mother, but he will fuck me out of anger and to burn off some steam like last night. He tied me up and fucked my ass like some sort of wild animal. My asshole still hurts. I wanted it though. Just sitting here trying to figure out how to piss him off again because I need more rough sex.