I enjoy bondage phone sex calls. I have been a submissive paralegal for a lawyer for several decades. This is the longest we have been apart. Before Corona, we maybe did not see each other for three days, but this has been over three months now. I am used to being tied up and abused almost daily. Not having my master around to tie me to my office chair and bind my tits is depressing for me. I need alpha males in my life. I need to be controlled. I did something surprising for a submissive woman. I hired a male escort. Not to fuck me. I can get that for free even during a pandemic. What I cannot get is the abuse, bondage and dominance I need as much as oxygen. I paid a man to abuse me and treat me like shit. That is fucked up for some women, but not for a submissive whore. Dominic pretended to be my boss master. He used me as his office fuck pig. We pretended that I messed up some legal papers. I was dressed in a slutty secretary outfit. I put on fishnet thigh highs, teased my hair, and wore a mini skirt and a tube top. I looked more like a street walker than a secretary. I sat on my home office desk masturbating with a memo holder as my boss skull fucked me. I bent further over the desk, spread my ass cheeks and told him to punish my asshole. He rammed his dick in my puckered asshole with no lube. A hardcore ass fucking is an understatement. My pretend master violated my asshole with his cock, that memo holder with my cunt juice still on it and his fist. He tortured my fuck holes harder than my real master ever would, but it was just the submissive sex fix I needed.