My master loves to make me cry and mistreat me.. He always tells me how much of a low down dirty bitch I am.. In this lifetime I have no idea what I did to deserve the treatment I’ve gotten but obviously it’s repetitive because It’s something I deserve. I’ve been taught by my master to accept this treatment and I have finally come to realize this is the only thing life will ever offer me.
This started as a teen slut. I guess I was a low down hormonal teen with daddy issues and found myself in a situation with a man who would cheat and abuse me.. Ever since him it’s turned me on for men to mistreat me and tear me down. The last guy was probably the worst he would have me sit outside of houses while he was inside fucking other women.
At the time I had no idea but my submissive ways got the best of me! I sat there for hours.. I even would be humiliated by other women.. Once there was a girl in the background saying his “side chick was here” and instead of seeing it for what it was I sat there and waited to allow him to come out and manipulate my mind into believing it never happened.
I deserve to be beaten.. I need sense beaten into me.. Now my new boyfriend does similar things to me.. This is my destiny!