I used to send notecards to my dad when I was held captive by a man I thought loved me. If I could go back, you may think id want to escape, but if I am being truthful, I wouldn’t. Many will call it a victim mentality when someone doesn’t want to leave their abuser. I’m not too keen on saying that the absolute hardcore truth is that I love pain.
Whenever my dad would leave for months on end, I would feel empty. My mom got remarried, and her boyfriends would come into the house and find their way into my room. If I’m going to be hurt or used, it will be on my terms. So yes, I enjoy being a submissive slut. When I get pounded by a real man, it makes my juicy pussy go crazy.
A man is someone willing to take my trauma and make it pleasurable. It sounds pretty fucked up, right? It is what it is, and I am enjoying being used by men. Daddy never cared, and all of mommy’s boy toys had a blast touching me.