There’s something about sitting on my knees like a submissive whore, just waiting for my Master’s attention. Sitting there hoping to hear his footsteps, my hair up in a tight high ponytail. Just how he likes it. It took me a few tries to get it perfect, but now instead of him walking in and spanking me, he tenderly rubs my face and praises me for being such a good slut.
Those words have changed my whole life. Being called a good slut, good whore, or any other term of adoration by my Dominant really gives me a feeling of being complete. I’ve yearned to be owned and operated by a strong independent Dominant for the longest time since I was in high school if you want to be precise. Seeing the football coach bossing all the hot young players around. And them just obediently listening made me want to go do exactly what he said as well. If he only knew the things I thought of him doing to me. The ways I really wanted him to touch me, take my virginity, and make me his new star athlete.
My whole submissive being just kinda spiraled from there, I’ve had an unusal addiction to older men. Maybe it’s because of all the Daddy issues everyone claims to have. Maybe it’s because I see older men as being more Dominant, put together. And just all around more grounded than most younger men in the world today.
Sometimes it really sucks seeing the younger generation and what incompetent fools they seem to act like. Then they want to bitch at all the good women are with older men. Anyways, I’m just ranting. Sitting here making myself horny thinking about being slammed up against a wall, and just taken and fucked until I can’t take it anymore. Do you think you could get me to tap-out? My absolute favorite thing is being fucked until I can’t take it anymore, that I just pass out with nothing left in me to give. That’s the ultimate feeling of sumbission.